I thought i knew but i never had a clue how the truth really was. Donna u made me feel so good and u still do.  But i really dont understand why u would say that stuff about me after i had just come over.  That shit really hurt my feelings but i guess u just didnt know how much love i had for u and still do.  I just wish u could understand how i feel about u.  Cause anxiety isnt that easy to live with its actually really hard i know u could never imagine a guy like myself crying specially at the age of  14 but i guess anxiety really gets ur emotions going.  Sorry for believing in something that seemed so real but were all so fake.  Well peace i love my friends who helped me with this shit.