So i guess a lot has happened i dont know not really.  Well what can i say highschool isnt that bad its just i havent been able to find the right girl or one that i think is good for me im waiting for the right one so im not trying to rush things.  but 4real i havent had a girlfriend for like 6 months.  Its bad i know but no rush for me.  I have been wondering about a couple of people some i have been for a while.  But yeah thats it with that.  I am not talking to taj and jacquelynn cause they always make fun of me and shit maybe its just want i think i dont know maybe im wrong i dont know but its how i feel.  Well peace out people.

I thought i knew but i never had a clue how the truth really was. Donna u made me feel so good and u still do.  But i really dont understand why u would say that stuff about me after i had just come over.  That shit really hurt my feelings but i guess u just didnt know how much love i had for u and still do.  I just wish u could understand how i feel about u.  Cause anxiety isnt that easy to live with its actually really hard i know u could never imagine a guy like myself crying specially at the age of  14 but i guess anxiety really gets ur emotions going.  Sorry for believing in something that seemed so real but were all so fake.  Well peace i love my friends who helped me with this shit.

Alright this entry for is just for Taj.  I am sorry for everything that has happened and i want things to be back to the way they use to be.  I know we fight alot and we always have but i want to start new relationship cause i miss having u as my brother.  Well its 4 thirty in the morning and im going to go to bed now.  I wrote this one for u taj much love. 

Today is Saturday another day without doing anything.  My whole summer is boring as shit.  Cant waint til the first football game it should be fun samee with school.  Im trying to talk to Taj more cause our relationship took a major downfall. And that last entry i wrote was true i just didnt write it i had someone write it for me.  Not because i was scared but my computer sucks so i had them write it for me and once again i am sorry Elizabeth.  Well im out bored no one to talk to.  Ill be on at 10 cause its important i talk to someone lol well bye.  Much love people <3. Peace out

This entry is for Elizabeth and no one else..

Eb-I know I have said I kinda liked u and stuff like that..well i dont think its a good idea.  we really dont have nothing in common and im really sorry for saying all this shit to u and leading u on i just realized today who i really liked by talking to someone and not the person i liked.  i am sorry if u hate me then i understand i jsut want to go into highschool without anything nagging on me.  once again im sorry if u dont want to be friends then i understand.  peace out people.

So im at Bo's house now with saige me and terry.  We just got done swimming.  Theres this girl i like but i dont think she likes me.  Ill just see how it turns out.  Well we are going to play ping pong.  Peace out people. Oh yeah one more thing for all them people i talked to Nick i dont know if we are going to fight or not i dont see the point of it but if he wants to then i will no big deal.  Byes.  Also i think i lost one of my best friends over the last couple of days he didnt consider us that but i did i dont think we will ever be the same but i guess things just happen for a reason.

Nothing happened summer is boring i spent sometime with my friend the other day im not going to mention who or this one person will get mad.  Well im out peace out much love people.

So nothing new has really been going on its just me basically playing football and sleeping at my friends house.  The only new thing that happened is i got my hair shaved.  It looks gay as shit but i needed done.  Thats about it i am a very confused person at the moment and i have been for a long time.  I dont know what i want, well i do but cant seem to get it o well its just the way it is.  Peace out people much love <3.  Some of us need to get together we havent seen each other in a while.